With a greatful heart ♥♥♥

Today is Thanksgiving and I have a lot to be greatful for. First of all to God all mighty. No I am not that person that gives God thanks and then go commit sin. I am committed to God and He is a big part of my life. Without him I am nothing and I would have nothing. So Thank you God for everything you have done in my life and for my life.
     I am also thankful for my husband. We may not be the perfect couple or be the trophy coupe and we may not have alot but one thing I do know we have enough of is love. We are not big on the materialistic things and we both know that money can't buy happiness so my husband is home with us instead of working and working and working just to buy me things. He understand family time and my needyness hehe. God knew I needed a man like him in my life as an unsaved person God still worked in my life.
    My girls make me extremely greatful. I can't imagine my life without them!! They fill me with so much!! They make me smile and laugh,  they make me happy when I am sad, also they make me cry and feel frustrated.  Honestly without it all I wouldn't be the mom I am now. God knew I needed to love and showed me love. A childs love is sooo innocent and unconditional, just like Gods love is and that is how He loves each and everyone of us.
    I am grateful for my family.  My sisters and my mom, without them I would be really lonely. Yes just like all family members they drive you up the wall but when the day ends all you have left is family. I love them and I am sure they love me...I hope hehe. God put me in this family for a reason and again I am who I am because of my family.
  I am also greatful for my friends!!!! I don't just call anyone my friends because people nowadays are so hard to trust! But the people that I do call friends I know have my back no matter what. Some mae comfort me and sime tell me what I need to hear. ;) some friends I have had for a really really really really long time and some I have made within this year, and the ones I have are the best and I wouldn't trade them for anything!!! I have friends that people will say who would want to be friends with them and I proudly say I do and you better run for saying that cuz I am gonna beat you up!! Hehehe God knows who I need in my life and he brought me them!  Yes I am open to new friends to add to my circle ;)
  This thanksgiving God has truly blessed me and for that I am really greatful.  Give thanks to God plus it's not all about glits and glamor its about the small things ;)  HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!

Change

I titled this one change because a lot has changed in my family. You may not be able to see it but on the inside i know God is moving! I have been praying for my husband for God to mold him into the man of God He called my husband to be. I have to admit it wasn't happening at my church i felt like we were just left there to find our salvation on our own. *Ok I do have my sisters there and they look for me and I appreciate it all the way but its family and if they didn't look for me I would bother them hehe.*
        I have also been praying for friends!! A good one that I could go to and they would just be Godly advice even when i wasn't looking for it. Yes I thought i had one but she went and did me wrong and at a point i thought that all the ladies in the whole church was against me. I was ready to leave the church.
        Then it all changed. My husband and I went to a marriage retreat and the studies we learned were really tough lessons. As wel talked with other couples I would listen to my husband and it amazed me!! I could hear God moving in his heart!! I kept praying for God to bring men from our church to continue working with my husband.
         As I prayed for friends I was told by a lady that it takes a friend to be a friend and that was true! So I reached out to ladies and was friendly to them. I am so glad I did  that because now I have the most amazing friends!  Not only that but I  am learning to be a better friend to the ones I already have!!! So God really answered my prayer and brought me friends.  Yes the devil is trying to cause problems so that i may feel like I don't have friends or that I can't trust any of them. One thing i do know is what God makes strong the devil can't break so I am holding on to my friends. :)
       When we got back from the marriage retreat the couples were still in contact with my husband and I! There was This certain couple where the man followed up on my husband and studied the bible with my husband.  The wife would study with me as well. We never had anyone do that with us at our church.  I kinda felt like maybe because we don't belong to a certain group at church maybe thats why we are falling through the cracks. So I prayed about it and asked the Lord if I should say something.  So my husband did but I think the pastor didn't understand what he was saying.  So I continued to pray that God gives me what to say because I need it to not be emotional.  But I couldn't take it and i went to talk to the assistant pastor and he understood.  I am so glad God put it in my heart to say something! 
      Now I can honestly say that God is really moving in our lives!! And that I can not only see it in my husband but in myself as well!! God answers prayers, it may not be in your timing but it is all in Gods timing. :)