So I went on a trip with the ladies from my church. I have to put out there that I will be using names in here and yes it's a good way. So if you see your name or someone else's name and you decide to go tell them be sure to stick to the truth. ;)
So I was able to go with the women from the church to California to universal studios. I had loads of fun. However when I first signed up so did my older sister and I felt comfortable knowing that I'll have someone to hang out with on the trip. Then things came up and she wasn't able to go and I kinda started to freak out. I couldn't back out because on one hand I really wanted to go. So then my friend shania says she was going so we can hang out so I felt a little better. Then my friend angela said I could hang with them. So I was feeling better then shania was about to start a job so she wasn't able to go, so I got really sad. I wanted to go so bad that I just told myself that even if I am alone I am gonna go and have fun. Last min shania said she was going to again I was happy. :)
The day of the trip I was a bit nervous but my friend angela invited me over to sleep over so I did. She has a friend Beth that I didn't know all to well, just saw her at pool meetings or sometimes at angelas house. But I went anyways and well by the end of the trip I am glad I got to know Beth. The drive there I rode with some older ladies and sarah and Beth so I figured the best way to not annoy anyone is to stay to myself so that was what I decided to do. Sarah had other plans lol. I am extremely grateful God put sarah in my van or put me in Sarah van hehe. We talked and laughed, which opened doors to talk to other ladies, needless to say I didn't stay to myself and I didn't annoy anyone hehe.
I roomed with beth angela and another girl amber and I got to listen to them talk and I felt like I wasnt the only one going through things, or I wasnt going crazy. Hehe. The day of the park I hung out with a group and it included 2 pregnant ladies my sis and sarah. I am glad my sis was in my group I always feel better when I have my sisters with me, no matter which sister it is ;) the rest of the ladies in the group I thought didn't like me or we weren't in the same clique, so I stayed by shania and sarah. By the end of the day I got to talk to all the ladies and they were really friendly. I still think we are not in the same clique but I do know is that I had a chance to talk with them and I can say they are friendly.
On the drive home I was tired. I figured so was everyone else so there wouldn't be much talking. I was wrong about that too hehe. I did catch some zzzz but I got to talk to a lady I never met name dion. I have only seen her in church but never even got to talk to her. Honestly talking to her really put my feet back on the ground. See what people don't know is that I was really thinking about leaving the church. I was being attacked by the devil and he was using church people. I was on the verge of leaving. I had prayed and prayed and prayed for a friend that would encourage me to get involved and not to give up on me. I felt alone and to top it all off this lady at church was really doing a good job at making me feel alone. So after I spoke with ms dion and sarah I went home and prayed because God sent me good friends like sarah angela amanda mallory and many many more that I was too busy feeling alone that I didn't realize I am blessed.
I am home and happy with my friends and greatful to God for bringing them in my life. I found out that the particular person is still trying to bring me down and make me look bad to others but it doesn't bother me anymore because I know for a fact that when God removes one person out of your life it's to make room for better people. So I am grateful I went on this trip and I plan on continuing to build the friendship I have made. I also would like to continue going on the next trip ;) 3 days was a good break from my kids and I love them more than ever.
